My god, After today I am REALLY going to listen to my own advice. Why the FUCK do I bother in even the smallest capacities wait on people? Regardless of how a planned situation ends up, it always comes back to "If I did things when I wanted" rather than plan with folks this wouldn't happen. Then I end up fucked off [like I am now] as a result.
SOMEONE BEAT ME WITH THE STUPID STICK. And beat me hard!
Wasn't I just saying the other day, you come into this world and you leave it alone? Not to leave things that you want to do until god knows when. So in this one instance that I do, I should have done as I've always done.
All it's done for me is prove, and I say it again PROVE that what I said is right. Waiting on people or putting things off to accommodate others always keeps you lagging behind in one way or the other.
And the thing is. I'm more fucked off at myself than anything, because it just goes back to the 'prove' point. So I'm going to adopt the following:
Even if somebody is on the same agenda as you. Plan [fill in black] for when YOU want to do it. Therefore if someone through deliberate or unforeseen circumstances jumps ship. Guess what, you're not pissed as you didn't wait on anybody.
That's it. I live by that I'll be happy.
**PUTS HAND ON CHEST**
"I-WILL-DO-WHAT-I-WANT-WHEN-I-WANT"
The emphasis being on the I. In some aspects adopting a selfish attitude can keep you calm, content and happy.
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