Them, Us. Race. Support. Politics.

There's a lot of love and support for Iran at the moment. OK fine!

I for one am not going green in any capacity to show my support. I show my support in the best way I know how, it's through prayer. Alright. I don't need to 'show' my support. I've never been into anything visual that shows signs of supporting charities/causes. In fact I hate what all that stands for.

That being said I spend a lot of time on Twitter on the Blackberry. A big addiction of mine. And all day every day tweet, tweet, tweet about Iran. God give me strength, I'm this close to Iran overload, to the point of I don't even want to know anything else about the situation at present. As they say, sometimes too much, is just too much.

Aside from that I noticed some interesting tweets, one in particular that caught my eye was one headlining about Black owned beauty supply shops getting no love from black customers. And with that, I thought about this Iran situation.

"We rarely support our own, from businesses to political and social troubles."

I have never seen so many black folks jump on a cause in my life with such passion. Everybody's talking about it. Fair enough, it's news, why not.

But you know what gets me? When a big ass crisis is going on in Africa, not a damn thing is going on in trying to garner attention amongst our own, let alone support. My God, just yesterday I got pissy in a tweet just to get a ReTweet of a missing black child in the US. For fuck sake, a headline pops up about Iran and bam ReTweeted with a quickness. One of ours goes missing, hardly a peep. [That child was found]. Although another one went missing again a 2 year old. I checked my tweets hardly any ReTweets. Thanks to the ones that did. It's less than 5 clicks to ReTweet. Twitter is mobile, who's to say someone doesn't read the story see a picture and spot the child in their area whilst they are about....I digress **HUGE sigh** The thought of a 2 year old baby breaks my heart. Black missing kids are hardly reported we need to do what we can to get that news out there and HELP OUR OWN when THEY [mainstream] ISN'T!

Today @BlackSolutions on Twitter posted a question about the whole blacks and their involvement/support on Iran 'trend' and wanted people's views on it. Interestingly enough there were a few people who had the mindset and mentality of "well when we needed help and support, no one was coming together to help us [blacks] as a people" and others saying "we need to help our own before we help others."

I'm in 2 minds when it comes to support of global nations.

1. is to do the Christian thing and help/support others regardless of creed, colour and race.
2. is to help/support our own people around the world and bring stories and struggles that are left on the back burner and bring them to the forefront.

People are dying brutally at the hands of governments and regimes all over the world, I understand that. But to be honest I'd be seriously having a WTF moment with black folks who have never batted an eyelid at anything that's gone down/going down in places like South Africa or Zimbabwe as examples.

Speaking of Zimbabwe Bodyform have a cause called Dignity! Period to help the women who cannot afford sanitary protection and are developing cancer by using dirty rags and newspapers whilst on their period. Imagine that? More than double the monthly wage for sanitary towels.

I'm not saying to hell with the rest of the world, especially the ones who aren't black, but TRUST me I'll be watching closely when some big news breaks about some serious BS going on in Africa and see how quickly, how many black folks jump on the support bandwagon.

One thing I've noticed about US as a people is our LACK of support as a community over many things from the smallest to the biggest. We're quick to help others and line the pockets of races selling OUR products to us, yet don't do a damn thing for one another.

So in a nutshell what I'm saying is this. Be a supporter yes! Not telling anyone not to, but don't act all dumb and clueless about what's going on your people's countries. I don't care if you're American and never set foot on African soil. If you're pumping your fist in the air claiming "I'm proud to be an African-American" then read up on some damn Africa dammit! Some black people wanna talk about the Motherland, claim Africa left and right, but haven't got a clue what the hell is going on in some parts.

Be aware. Educate yourself. Stay informed.

You've got the Internet to be reading this, read an online newspaper for goodness sake, whether it's Jamaica, Trinidad & Tobago, Africa. But don't support one cause and not be informed of others that affect your OWN people. Remember in the Western world, plenty of blacks were under water in New Orleans and the US President at the time turned his back for 4 whole days. It's the same the world over. That man [Bush] was an example of how the world is when we as a people are in need....absent and blind eyed. If you're Asian [tsunami] you get donations pouring in with a quickness amounting to hundreds of millions. When you're black you gotta scream to be heard.

Blacks = Ignored. We have to start looking out for one another more from households to communities to on a global scale.

Will.I.Am SPEAKS!!! Perez You Are A Straight Bitch!

Awww man I so wanna come out of cursing retirement for this blog.

I'm pulling an all nighter, doing some work at the PC, and periodically checking my Twitter on my Blackberry "to the left, to the left" of me.

I then read the DRAMA that is Perez.

"I'm in shock. I need the police ASAP. Please come to the SoHo Metropolitan Hotel now. Please."

"I was assaulted by Will.I.Am of the Black Eyed Peas and his security guards. I am bleeding. Please, I need to file a police report. No joke."

To which I ReTweeted "911 Biyatch."

He then continues his Tweet SOS in distress calls with

"Still waiting for the police. The bleeding has stopped. I need to document this. Please, can the police come to the SoHo Met Hotel."

"I spoke to my lawyer. I really need to talk to the authorities. Please come to the SoHo Met Hotel. Have called the police. Need them here."

"The Toronto police are here now. Thank you. Please stop calling them."

I'm coming outta retirement.

So this muthafucka couldn't call the damn police himself. Bitch has time to tweet but can't dial 3 muthafucking digits??

This reeks of some serious bullshit attention seeking. Take it to court BITCH, and stand there and tell the judge after an assault why you were NOT capable of calling the authorities but tweeting to hundreds of thousands of people and have them call the police on your behalf.

Punk ass bitch!!

Can you imagine the amount of emergency calls for this one incident.

I say prosecute for wasting police time!

In the meantime, Will.I.Am has spoken click here for his video to hear what really went down. Safe trip to London bruh!!

Linkin Park: New Divide - Music From The Motion Picture Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen

Open Letter To Michael Bay Re: Transformers, By A Pissed Off IMDB Poster

WARNING: THIS CONTAINS POTENTIAL SPOILERS.
This was not written by myself.

"Dear Michael Bay, and the rest of the Transformers production team.

I recently saw your film Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen, I was thoroughly looking forward to this outing after the first Transformers movie where I thought you were all respectful of the previous incarnations while putting your own stamp on the franchise. I felt by the end of the movie that the Transformers could really make a go of it in the 21st century.

So imagine my horror when I come to watch the sequel, there are so many things that disappointed me I don't know where to begin. But I will list my grievances numerically.

1. Swearing. Now I am no prude and often when down the local pub you will hear me uttering swear words. I don't however use it as a means to impress my friends, this is seemingly what the writers of Revenge of the fallen did, while also making the robots seemed like they were naughty school children using the language. Quite why Wheelie had to use the term *beep* the bed' is beyond me. He could have simply used the term 'got out of the wrong side of the bed' it was an unnecessary swear word and quite frankly the film is full of them. One swear word may have been a necessity in this picture at some point, probably in a battle scene.

2. Sophomore humour. I could write a whole new list for this, but it mostly comes from the Twins. They had potential to be goofy but most of the time come off as uneducated idiots who didn't have the brain capacity to use proper words so resorted to petty name calling. Again coming back to wheelie quite why a robot would want to hump Megan Fox's leg is beyond me, yes she is an insanely attractive girl but why would a robot care. My main problem with this part however is who was it marketed towards? Adults in the cinema i was in didn't find it funny, in fact most of them were trying to explain to their kids (who also weren't laughing) what in the world was going on. The 18-30 demographic simply sighed at the poor attempt at humour. Same goes for the dogs they got two scenes and both of them it showed some form of sexual connotations. your film was 2 and a half hours long I'm sure the dog sex could have been left on the cutting room floor.

All in all I found the humour to be extremely forced and extremely childish. And again much like the swearing unnecessary. It seemed like it was purely things Micheal Bay would find funny. Also a mother doing drugs? Honestly? That 70's Show called, they want their ideas back.

3. Human problems. Remind me why we care again? So they wont say they love each other, leave it to Oprah. They have been embroiled in battles with Aliens I'm sure they will survive ordinary relationship problems. Also was the point of the room mate really just to introduce John Turturo? Needless, and once again seemed to be put in just to get to the desired run time. I have less problems with this, but it did seem to be more American Pie than Transformers at times.

4. Number of robots. Look its simple if you aren't going to give ample screen time to some robots don't put them in. There was a green Decepticon that looked cool in there in Egypt but I had no idea who he was and what his deal was. Also devastator added nothing, its one of the coolest concepts in transformers, either pee or get off the pot. The half baked version used simply left me feeling frustrating.

5. Fight scenes being clumsy. Either not being able to make out where the robots heads are, or not being able to work out who was punching who. But the real crux came in Egypt, news flash for the transformers team, we cant see a fight going on if you put the camera behind a pillar. The special effects looked amazing, its a shame that together the transformers make one giant coloured ball with no distinguishing features.

6. The Fallen: you placed your entire film title on him. Use him, 5 minutes at the end honestly what was the point? Beaten by a Frankenstein prime doesn't really do it for me, especially when The Fallen had a good hour to get to earth before prime was brought back to life, bit pointless him turning up the second he comes back to life. As a character it had so much potential. But like every other major plot line in this film was suffocated due to the film having to many other pointless strands (the whole college scene could have gone it was utterly pointless)

7. Transforming sound. Where is it? its the most iconic sound of every incarnation of the transformers. Bring it back NOW. And I don't mean just once or twice as you did I mean the majority of the time.

8. Megatron's attitude. Megatron wants to take over the Galaxy. Always has always will. he HATES answering to anyone. For goodness sake I thought Orci knew this being a big G1 fan? being a little slave to the fallen was just sad to watch, especially when two dogs humping had about as much screen time as the Fallen did.

In conclusion, this whole cinema experience left me feel flat. To much pointless human problems, and not enough exploring of the really big issues which could have been fleshed out (Matrix, Primes, Fallen, Megaton's role as Decepticon leader. Soundwave's role. I could go on!) In one film I feel you have managed to take away a real essence of what the Transformers are meant to be about, ideas were rushed and it seems lessons were so not learnt from the first movie that they were actually extenuated.

I'm sad to say but I find a tonne of Bay arrogance over this film, its a big middle finger up to anyone who criticised his first Transformers film, and overall I feel that Micheal Bay hasn't taken anything on board from the vocal fans. I am not some fan boy just a big fan of the Franchise that is Transformers and I was so disappointed at this offering I just had to vent.


Yours sincerely,

Annoyed of UK."

Movie Review: Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen

Don't worry there will be no spoilers. I never spoil anything for anyone, even when they ask I always tell them to go and watch it for themselves.

US readers please don't be confused or surprised. Today is June 19th and you won't have the movie for another 6 days. Sometimes it happens like that...get over it!

I think we watch/buy more movies than you guys on a per person basis or something like that, so it's nice to not be ignored by Hollywood for a change.

I have been excited about this movie for a while. And double the excitement as my fave group on the planet, Linkin Park, did the theme tune 'New Divide' for the film.

So I was up in the early hours looking to see if I could go to a morning showing. Nope, the earliest was 1pm, but I attended the 2pm showing instead. I needed to see it before most people and also before the school kids made the later showing, making up too much noise in the cinema.

Let me tell you something...if you are excited about going to see this movie then take your at a 10 level of excitement and drop it down to a 0 and go with NO expectations.

My black ass was hella disappointed. I fell asleep. I yawned. I wiggled in my seat. I tweeted from my Blackberry. I was not gripped.

I went over to IMDB and read the honest reviews over there. Seems like I wasn't the only one who fell asleep either.

I tweeted today about the 2.5 hour film being a tease and leaving without an orgasm. There were no high moments for me. Whilst reading IMDB, the thread about what the favourite parts of the film was for some people...if you ever read what they were...Lord Jesus...nothing exciting at all. There were no real standout moments for me at all.

I don't know what Michael Bay was thinking. All I hope is the rumours are true and he's NOT returning for a 3rd installment. However, when Shia LeBeouf was on Twitter he did promise us that from Michael Bay there was going to be a 3rd movie. To be honest I don't care. It's like being shagged by a really bad in bed bloke, and he's promising to come back and give you more of the same. I don't want it. Nor will I expect anything great from it.

I read in the free London paper on way home the 1/5 star review, stating that the trailer was the most impressive thing and that the movie itself was a big letdown.

Everything I said about the movie others mirrored on IMDB when I read it this evening.

When the robots are fighting [same problem in Transformers] it is very difficult to make out who is ACTUALLY fighting.

There are new robots all who pretty much fail to make an impression. Namely the 2 ghetto 'black' robots [who are twins] who use words like pussy, shit and whoop yo ass. These have been likened to being annoying to this movie as Jar Jar Binks was to Star Wars. Trust me they are VERY annoying. And I have a feeling they will NOT feature in the next movie as there will be websites set up stating how much they are hated. Trust me there will be websites petitioning for them not to appear anywhere again...[my little premonition. Let's see if I'm right.]

Now I thought it was just me...but someone else on IMDB stated the same thing. They were speaking incredibly fast. You had to pay serious attention to the dialogue. Trust me if you see this, you will see what I'm talking about.

It was so obvious from all the Megan hype in between movies they really went for it on her opening 'sexy sitting on the bike' shot.

The story was lame. With an even lamer ending.

Tyrese had no business being in this movie, he must have said about 3 lines all of em including the word 'ass' at some point.

The film did NOT need to be that long. Some scenes were just long or did not need to be there at all.

Younger kids may have a hard time keeping up with this movie.

Mirroring what someone said, you didn't care about any of the characters, not like in the first movie when you were actually rooting for some of them.

Severe lack of Auto-Bots for my liking from the 1st movie. Only Bumblebee and Optimus Prime are pretty much featured, the others take a back seat [very disappointed by that]

Visually the film was amazing. Some people say "there is too much CGI" It's a movie about robots for the Son of God's sake! What are they to do? Cut back on the CGI by bringing in the R.E.A.L. Optimus Prime to shoot on set? Dumbasses. Too much CGI!! It's supposed to as THESE TRANSFORMERS DO NOT EXIST!! NO CGI! NO MOVIE! For the love of all things holy!

I've never complained about CGI in a movie. If it's needed bring it on. Like folks can really tell these days between CGI or not in every scene. You can't...watch the extras on Bad Boys 2 a lot of cars in the chase scene weren't even on the road. You'd never guess. It's not just used for superheroes in flight or explosions. Some are used in scenes you wouldn't think needed it.

I digress...Umm...to sum it up. Great hype. Brilliant trailers. They kept us waiting. Let us down. First movie was better!

I appreciate the first movie so much more now, and after writing this blog I'm going downstairs to actually watch it again. Seriously. Because the letdown of that movie has thrown me deep into the arms of the first one, which I liked but was not that attached to. Now I'm clinging onto it for dear life.

I think a lot of Americans are going to "love it" and think "It's amazing" Europe and USA have different tastes I've noticed. I actually will look at anyone sideways who thinks this film was "amazing, awesome, brilliant or fantastic" I will simply think in my head you need to get out more, cause that didn't flutter anything in my belly at all.

I love movies, I love cars, I love comic adaptions on screen. I did not love this movie. I stated it was good on my Twitter, but I have to retract that. It was OK.

Well I have to see it again next weekend, as I'm taking my little cousin. I know what to expect sooo I can either sleep through it or give it another chance. And to think I was looking forward to seeing it again for a second time. This will be a chore for me.

Fave action movie of 2009 so far [bear in mind I'm seeing Terminator Salvation and Star Trek this weekend so that may change] is Fast & Furious.

Fave drama of 2009 so far has to be Gran Torino.

Megan was hot...swear she had those lips done for the film though. Notice how I said that without all that 'No homo' stuff when talking about Megan Fox. Women, it's OK to say another woman looks/is hot without all that 'no homo' crap...I hate that. Women have been complimenting other women for years, we can do that, so why all of a sudden in 2009 we gotta defend our sexuality, I don't know.

I can't believe that cutie pie Josh Duhamel [Captain Lennox] is married to Fergie. She looks so off, and dare I say very man like.

MAJOR PROPS to my girl Megan for actually being seen in a movie with her shoes in her hand and running barefoot. If you're running from a ghost, bomb, bullets, a 60ft robot, please ladies tek off the stilettos and run for your life.

I like this Megan, the other one with the extra 'a' in her name, with last name 'Good' but is a 'Bad' actress needs to retire. Can't stand her wannabe sexy ass!

When you get around to seeing it. Let me know what you thought of it.

I'm Either Real Busy Or Getting Real Old

• I have never heard the Birthday Sex song.
• I didn't know Jamie Foxx sang 'Blame it on the Alcohol' until he guest appeared on American Idol.
• I found out I'm a Celebrity USA was on via Facebook status messages.
• I've never heard 1 song of the Drake dude.
• If it wasn't for Twitter I wouldn't have heard D.O.A either.
• I had no idea Michelle Obama was here in London for a whole week the other week. NO IDEA!!!
• I don't know who's pregnant. Trying to get pregnant, or has delivered in celebville.
• I only know about Iran through Twitter. My TV has been off and I don't read the papers.
• I have no idea who Rihanna is dating/rumoured to be dating.
• Has anyone died recently....I know about David in the closet in Bangkok.
• Is Obama still President?
• What's all this about Letterman apologising to Palin.

2:57am I'm out!!!

13 Days Feels Like An Eternity...

...Not posting a blog for 13 days feels more like 1 years I swear!

I think I have been busier since not working that when I was working. *sigh*

I'm trying to get to THAT stage. You know where everything is taken care of to the point where all you gotta do is clean your house and wash dishes.. It's always something.

Well what's been going on with me....hmmmm a lil of this, a lil of that. Trust me there are some elements of LD's life that she likes to keep private.

But main thing is I'm alive, here and surviving, as well as living on Twitter as usual.

• Booked a £1 each way flight to Oslo, Norway for October. Came to a total of £12.
• Competitions are my 'new' thing. Won 2 yesterday. I entered these ones with the intention to give them to my parents. Apollo Theatre to see Carrie's War [my mum is a theatre nut, she's dragging dad along] and Cricket at the Oval for my dad next Saturday. He's never been to a live cricket match, he's 75 and a cricket fan...bless him.

Got a couple of new gadgets...on the Blackberry (4th one) Bold, and just had a Compaq Mini 700 netbook delivered today. It's still in the box, that's how busy I've been. *rolls eyes* I bought it primarily to get cracking, and back on track to writing my first novel. If anyone comes up in here talking about the crusty Curve, I will scream. I'm a BB snob. Whatever the top model is out at the moment I will get it. I want my 3G/HSDPA dammit. It's amazing at the folks who have an opinion on what phone YOU get with YOUR money. [Well this one is free *thanks T-Mobile...as usual*] but I'm paying the bills on it.

Back to the book...I'm not going to give anything away just yet, I want it all 'legal' n 'copyright protected' before I share a preview, but if you like my blog, then expect the same 'realness' in the book. It IS a novel. It's fictional but certain elements based on people I know/have known.

I'm gonna go as far and call it a 'female, Adulthood for the semi-professional/semi-pseudo ghetto sista (referring to the character there), with an element of, Spike Lee and Noel Clarke undertones in a book-and then some.'

Whatever you do, don't ask me when it's gonna be ready. I get real antsy when people ask me questions. If you paint, do music, write...whatever, it doesn't always flow. Some days your at it all the time, at others, weeks could go by before you get back into it again. Trying to be creative is difficult, and it certainly doesn't always flow the way you want it to. So if you ask me on a day where I'm not in the writing mood and the flow is taking a mini hiatus, it might be like prodding a sleeping bear.

I want it done and out more that anyone. This is my baby and I gotta get it right. But the netbook will definitely help. Sitting stationed at this desktop rarely gets my creative juices going, and when I travel that's when I get it, but no means to continue writing, so this will be perfect for me.

Don't worry about publishing either. I have all these elements sorted. It must the caffeine I've just consumed [warning people...don't give me any advice..what the hell do you take me for moments] Some days I like advice/help, others, just leave me the hell alone. I'm honest..you should know this already, no matter how weird it sounds.

I'm on a no cursing ban as well, I'm down to about 1-3 curse words a day now. I don't care if people don't think it's un-ladylike [I know when/where to use it/not use it]. Like cigarettes I actually enjoyed smoking and cursing [great stress reliever]. Giving up cursing is harder than the cigarettes, that's for sure. 18 months off fags after smoking since my teens, but the cursing isn't easy. I am, however coming out of cursing retirement to write this book. There is no way it can be clean, that's not what it's about. I would write a book for kids if that's what I wanted to do. Written by a Londoner, set in London. Londoners know about vulgarity. TRUST! They won't be shocked...nor the Irish...or the Scottish for that matter.

Anyhoot, just a rambled blog from me. I'm on self disciplined mode. A natural night owl who has to be in bed between 2-3am and up at 8am. It's hard. I'm used to going to bed when the sun rises and the birds are a tweeting.

I really need a moment to check out some of your blogs, I've been so lacklustre in catching up on my reading lately. **SCREAMS**

I will get there.

A Disciplined. Motivated. Determined. LD x

Whatever your quests are right about now, hope you're focused and on it.

X Marks The Spot: Voting Day

I don't need any texts, Facebook messages, Twitter reminders, e-mails, MySpace bulletins, or leaflets being handed to me outside Angel tube station to remind me to vote today thank you very much.

So the HUGE focus this year is to vote to keep the BNP out?
I'm not voting to keep the BNP out. I'm voting because I have always voted and will continue to do so. BNP. ABC. or EFG. Mi nah business.

I've never in the 11 years since I've been allowed to vote by law [with the exception from my mother] heard another BLACK person stress to me in some way at the importance of voting until this week.

BNP or no BNP we as black people need to stop using negative [in the UK, having the BNP] or positive [in the US, when Obama ran] as a means to turn up in full force to vote for some change. We should be bloody doing it anyway.

I vote. I always do. There could be a whole heap of BNP type parties all trying to win seats, and my 2 feet shuffling to the polls will be no different every time a voting session rolls around.

Unless we are PUSHED somehow whether to get a black president IN or keep the fascist whites OUT it seems it's the only time we decide we're going to fix up.

I'm tired of our PART-TIME mentality. It reminds me of the mentality of some black folks who think being studious and reading is a white thing. There are a lot of people that believe voting is just a white thing so 'can't be bothered'

Voting should be important and pushed ALL the time not just when it's a potentially negative/positive issue surrounding race.

That's all I'm going to say as I'm sleep deprived and wrote some long ass comment reply about Mariah/Beyoncé..yeah go figure.

In Case You MISSED The Friggin Point:!

I wasn't even going to post my stance on all this Pro-Life/Pro-Choice ish cause...well everyone's opinion is their own. And I for one am quite comfortable without EXPRESSING to the world my views on everything from organic eggs, to gay marriage, to abortion.

To save me 'typing minutes' I feel I should clarify, for those who decide to:

1. Skim through the blog and NOT READ the words typed.
2. Take it entirely out of context, to the point where you have ME having a WTF are you talking about moment.

Let this be your reference point:

By me saying I am not saddened by that pricks death, is NOT equal to me saying that Tiller's murderer did the right thing in my eyes. [Re-read this one more time just so you get it].

Did you read me saying "way to go Tiller's murderer!!!!" and hi-fiving him in a Borat voice? Cause I'm a bold bitch, if I wanted to say that, that would have been the heading. Trussssst!! I don't sugarcoat nothing.

I P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L.L.Y. for me ME. For MY body, because of MY conscious and MY OWN P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L. relationship with God, abortion is NOT for me.

Therefore......every other woman on this planet is going to do what she wants to do with her body and her child whether little ol LondonDiva likes it or not. That is YOUR business women.

My choice. My opinion still stands. FOR ME!!! I'm not going to condemn women that have had abortions [I'll honestly won't like it, just know please don't come round my house for a cup of tea n biscuits and a chat about it, cause hand on heart I'll find it very hard to hug you and do the "there there" back rub]. But you know something YOU have to stand accountable for your actions, and I'm talking EVERY action in life before God [if you believe] and well, if you don't,.... well I hope it works out for you on the other side [if you believe in that too].

Are any of you getting me right now? Nod your head if you feel me clarifying my point.

I don't like the idea of abortion. It will NEVER be for me, and I have thought about it in EVERY scenario, the 2 worst being rape and death if I don't abort. I've "what would you do if...." so many times over the years. I'd like to think I know me well enough to know my mindset and what I'd do in real life and very realistic situations. And from what I don't know I'd have to ask myself about God and purpose and make sure I have a ton of faith, because I am very strong in my no stance with regard to this. I really am.

In the same breath I'm not a supporter of those effin nutcases burning buildings, waving banners and taking lives. It makes a mockery of their whole cause. Like I ALSO said before. It's not right. But I can see why they do it, and why Tiller's murderer did what he did [again not condoning]. The same way I can see why gang killing retaliation happens, not right, but can see why they did it. For these people they are passionate about their cause. The same way others maybe passionate about animals [give me strength! Dutty dawg up in di bed! Have mercy!!]. And overly passionate people border on the criminally insane.

My POINT of the blog was this....

TO ME, and I'm sure to God, a killer is a killer. Tiller and his murderer are one in the same to me. They are no different. Remember folks, going to church doesn't make me any more a Christian than you sitting in your garage and calling yourself a car [Joyce Meyer quote and so true] The repercussions of actions are different ON EARTH as Tiller would NEVER be held accountable for all of the deaths [and let's just call them what they are, deaths. Lives were taken. Heartbeats ceased]. Tiller's murderer will be held accountable in a court of law, because it is against the law, but Tiller doesn't get that pass when he has to stand accountable as a Christian [unless his last moments in church were about forgiveness of all of his sins] to God. What do you think God says

To Tiller: "OK you're in, you were a doctor. Check. Had letters after your name. Check. You attended church every Sunday. Check. Alright buddy you get a pass, you were just doing your job."

To Tiller's Murderer "You. Your murdering type we don't allow in here? Lucifer we got another one coming your way dawg."

If anyone thinks my blog was about me giving a high five to the Pro-Life folks then you're sorely mistaken. No one gets a pat on the back from me for their wrong doings. Tiller and his killer when they did what they did, were doing the devil's work.

**in my Chris Rock voice** "Did ya see Jesus take 5 loaves, and 2 fishes, turn water into Patron, feed the 5,000, then head into downtown Jerusalem to carry out back street abortions? Did ya? Well did ya?"

Christian = Christ like. Somebody fling me at least 3 bible chapters n verses of Jesus taking somebody out. I thought he healed the sick, and fed the hungry? Who has the St. Pookie NIV version of the bible cause I dun lost mine!

I don't think Hay-Seus [Jesus] would be performing any damn abortions. And you know damn well he wouldn't be. So stop trying to justify this man's profession. I'm sorry [I'm not. I say that as a figure of speech] I think you're an idiot [tame word for me] if you think his profession was right, just and OK.

My POINT was I REFUSE to sit here and find one man accountable and wrong for killing one man, compared to one who labelled himself a Christian and murdered so many more than his own assassin.

They are no different to me.

That was my point.

And if you still don't get it....

I really mean it when I say "Jesus help you."

People were outraged at the hypocrisy of the Pro-Lifer murdering a murderer. I was more outraged at a murderer calling himself a Christian. To me that stank of even more hypocrisy. And people still defending that nucca like he was aiiiiiight in what he was doing. **rolls eyes**

I'm gonna tell it straight, some of y'all wanna quote chapter n verse when it suits you to make or hide behind an issue. They just shoot out your mouths....like Biggie lyrics in da club "And the Lord said......" "And Jesus said......" CNN news re: Tiller "Oh he was just dong his job."

Let me stop before I get all Paul Mooney up in here.

Abortion is a touchy subject, that I refuse to NOT touch on. We can be so vocal and graphic on some things in 2009 and so taboo on others. I don't 'do' taboo dahhlings! But if you do, then this lil blog on the Internet may not be for you.

Abortion Dr Murdered: I Am NOT Saddened By This.

Right now my hands are clammy, cause I am beyond vex at this story. No. Let me backtrack that. Not the story, but about the jumped up excuse of a man featured IN the story.

Dr George Tiller was a Christian and a murderer. People want to be saddened because he got shot at his church? Not me. I just don't give a fuck where he was shot could of been at the damn Wal-Mart for all I care, and whether it was by a gang member or the pro-life folks.

Murder/Killing whether legal [through abortion] or illegal means, is NOT my bag. It's just not. And although I don't feel one iota of sadness at his death, I'm not condoning the person that took him out either.

See dude, died the same way he LIVED. He took lives on a daily basis, and his life got taken at the hands of someone else. Karma or what? Isn't it a funny world we live in. To take the lives of children period, we are all horrified by, whether it be through war or on the streets. When it comes to that child being unborn and having their life taken, everyone wants to act like they don't see or hear anything and all of a sudden have no opinion on the matter. Well just because some women have had abortion experiences I'm not about to go on mute out of respect. What am I supposed to be respecting here? This subject is still very taboo and although I'm not a marching crazed person setting fire to abortion clinics, and never will be, I have an opinion on the matter. It's OK for some of you to be for it, but it's not OK for me or others to be against it? Spare me.

God is a forgiving God, but he's not a damn fool. Was this mutha effer in that damn church every Sunday asking the Lord to forgive him of his sins, to wash away the blood on his hands of the lives he's taken, and then to go straight back to the clinic on Monday morning and do it all over again? He must have thought the Lord was too busy dealing with your relationship problems, your finances, wars, famines, and global disasters to not notice his wrong doings. Or maybe he thought he was one of those Christians that only acted right during a service, flung $5 on a collection plate and felt like he did his bit for God and could act like a bastard Monday through Saturday.

If this man and what he did isn't making a mockery of religion and God then I don't know what is. Abortion may be legal in some countries, but Gods laws are above 'laws of the lands' and the last time I checked the commandments never said "Thou shalt not kill unless your name is Dr George Tiller."

See it wasn't until I read that the dude was a church goer that I flipped and had a WTF moment. How are you going to take lives for a living and try and serve God at the same time? At one point I wanted to join the Army, know what stopped me...the possibility of maybe having to kill a man, woman or child. Like I said that's not my bag. I have 1 round. Here on Earth. I have to remember, I have to stand before God and be held accountable for my actions.

Was this the only profession this man in the medical field could go into? What about being an OBGYN or specializing in being a doctor for pregnant women as a man of God? Could he not go into Third World countries as a missionary administering care for malnourished pregnant women and babies? I mean WTF Dr George Tiller. Seriously WTF.

This man probably thought he was bigger than God. I mean to do what he did and be a Christian is like laughing in God's face. Like "yeah I see what you're saying [God], but I'm gonna do it anyway." And who is the ultimate giver and taker of life? G.O.D. This man with his God like complex used his position to be a taker of life. Again thinking he's bigger than the Almighty.

Let me just pause and say. I don't give infinity hoots about who wants to get mad at what I'm writing here.

People must think that because you can't see a child, the value of that life is lesser than that of you or I because we're sitting here right now. As far as I'm concerned as soon as that sperm and egg meet, that's the doing of a higher power right there and from that point I'm calling it a life. People want to go into "well it's not living until x amount of weeks etc. "Shut up!!! I'm not going to start bullshit theories to justify my reasons of why a life should be terminated.

"It's just cells. It's not a baby."

Well we were all cells at one point, so was every great man in history to present day from Albert Einstein to President Obama dammit. If you were thought of nothing more than cells and not a life your asses wouldn't be here today. Sperm and egg meet, cells start dividing that's the creation of a new being already in development. For each and every one of you God has your birth and deaths written and any 'free will' intervention by man that takes that life before God is ready...well you know the 10 Commandments.

This doctor specialized in late term abortions. Don't even get me started. I've read into different methods many years back and it reinforced my PERSONAL decision to know that under ANY circumstances that would never be an option for ME. Everyone else can do as they please when it comes to their body, when I die I have to answer for MY actions.

How are he and the person that killed him any different?
Tiller has MORE blood on his hands that's for sure. There is no difference to me.

Some of my Tweets on Twitter from today. Some were replies but didn't list the person's name [for privacy].

This dude went to church? I have no sympathy. NONE! RT @cnn http://tinyurl.com/nvb937 Abortion doctor shot to death in Kansas

Kill unborn babies, then go sit in the house of the Lord like what?? Did that MF'er read the commandments or think he was somehow exempt?

I'm a Christian yet carry out Abortions for a living. GTFOHWTBS. And you're gonna tell God what at the Pearly Gates exactly? Don't be surprised if God tells you to "quit stuttering fool. I want an answer. Or did you think I was too busy with war n famine to notice your BS?"

I'm not condoning that Abortion Christian fool's murder, but I CAN see why they did it. Dead man + murderer =the same type of ppl in my book

Both had the intent to kill and carried it out with a clear conscious. No difference. He was lucky he had 67 years to walk the earth. He took gifts from God and disposed of em like trash.

God is forgiving. But he ain't a fool. Wouldn't be any different to a murdering gang member going to church on Sundays.

Thou shall not Kill. Unless he asked for forgiveness before he died, he doesn't get a pass from God on that.

you're asking that like it's the sole profession in the world. They have choices. There is always a choice. Especially for some1 in the medical field. I'd rather be a Christian doctor taking care of pregnant women than carrying out abortions. A choice right there. Maybe the $'s took precedence over morals for him. Cause I'm not getting it. But not all Christians are Christian-like so maybe he was one of the idiots that thought calling himself a Christian was enough in God's eyes.

No they don't ALL know when it's their time. I don't know the after life answers all I know is murder is a top ten Godly NO NO!

murder isn't God's work. It's the devils. If you don't repent then it's best to 'reside' with the master with whom u worked 4.

I'm gonna big myself up over that last quote right there. Before you wanna come hard at me about my post ask yourself was the Christian Tiller doing work for the devil or for the Lord?

No, no, no, no, no, don't act like you never saw my question. Answer it to yourself at least. Last time I checked:

1. Murder in all forms was one of the 10 Commandments.
2. Babies, children, us, we're all precious gifts from God.
3. Jesus is about love, not murder, death and torture. Which is what these unborn babies are put through.

There are some people on this planet who will
1. Fight hard in the corner for a dog or a cat's survival before an unborn child.
2. Come down hard on people who take their own lives saying it's wrong, but overlook the profession of this man taking lives.
3. Do all they can in their power to justify or lessen his actions, like it wasn't such a big deal.

So I check my Blackberry's Twitter application and see some tweet about "it was sad because he was doing his job."

I can't even reply to that mess cause my reply won't be polite and I can't fit it into 140 characters. Funny how people wanna quote Bible verse and God on Twitter but when it comes to this man wanna act like (a) it's not karma and (b) mask murder as a job, like it's gonna lessen the blow with God.

Live by the sword. Die by the sword.

Where is your Bible verse, about thou shall not kill? Funny how people wanna quote Bible when it suits them, or to try and justify their BS opinion. Don't mask murder with the term job, call it what it is. Don't just READ the story about this man being shot. Read up on how late-term abortions are carried out. This ain't no damn Pulp Fiction with Samuel L Jackson quoting a bible verse before carrying out an execution as a hit man [doing his job]. Quoting the bible and calling yourself a Christian doesn't excuse the fact that you're a murdering bastard.

REMEMBER: even the devil can quote scriptures too. The man was working for Lucifer. Every dead baby was joy to the devil and sadness to God. He served one master, and donned his two face pretending to serve another. He even looks evil in those damn bifocals.

It's people like this that give Christianity a BAD name. He's no different to this nasty Catholic priests abusing children, and claiming they are doing it in the name of Jesus. Which bible verse did Jesus play with little boys? Cause you CALL it in the name of Jesus. Don't mek it so!

If I'm gonna be disgusted at the death/abuse of children, then let me be disgusted for the ones who didn't get a chance to take a breath by themselves, say a word, or walk a step. Let me not be SELECTIVE in my disgust for murder. If I'm going to shake my head at a murderer on the street, let me not be SELECTIVE in my disgust for the ones with letters after their name [and that goes for the ones who assist in euthanasia suicides]. To me I find it MORE disturbing that this man got up every morning and went to work doing what he did and being able to sleep every night.

Kill for a living. Kill for kicks. God doesn't care. He told you not to do it under any circumstances.

Beyoncé 'I Am...' World Tour Concert Review

I will always speak the truth no matter what. And I'm about to speaketh da truffus now.

I don't go to many live shows because I like to spend my money on artists who I believe are worth seeing. I've seen Brandy [don't ask, that was a loooooooooong time ago], Linkin Park with Jay-Z, Mariah Carey [twice], New Kids on The Block, Prince and Beyoncé. Come September I'm going to see Coldplay with Jay-Z at Wembley Stadium.

Mariah is my favourite female artist, Linkin Park my favourite group and Prince my favourite male artist. I saw him at the same venue, London's O2, two years ago and the man was stellar. Just stellar. He's one of those artists if he's doing a show in Vegas or China it's well worth just going and making a vacation out of it. Who would top Prince in terms of entertainment value on stage? It would be hard to top Prince.

Although, Beyoncé topped him, and she trounced Mariah as far as live shows go. Now I've been a Mimi fan for close to 20 years. So you know I'm being unbiased if I'm saying Bey gave a better show than Mariah ever could.

Costumes, stage productions, dancers, vocal ability on stage all hands down beat Mariah. I can't even front. Yes my girl can hit high notes galore, but the power behind Bey's voice, I'll just have to stand up and give her her rightful props. Seriously.

Live, Mariah sounds as good as the album.
Live, Beyoncé sounds better than the album.

I have all of Mariah live concerts on DVD and VHS [as only true fans would] and the last one 'The Adventures of Mimi' WTF was that? I am STILL MAD about that DVD. I've watched it once and was disappointed as hell, never played it again. Vision of Love performed like what? Stage costumes looking like who? Listen and watch below and see why I'm vex. Mariah has lacked live vocally for some years now. I'll always give her comeback credit and being in the game for so long, and having broken as many records as she has, but after seeing Bey on Monday night, she has nothing to worry about with anyone coming to steal her shine.

It's not until a video montage of Destiny's Child and solo efforts are played that you realise the magnitude of what she's done musically in 12 years and still a few years shy of 30. It dawned on me that this girl literally is a global superstar. But you can't knock her hustle, cause she's doing it, and doing it well.

She strutted, she flew, she dipped, she twerked, she popped, she floated, she got crunk during the 2 hour show as well as delivering vocally on point. The vocals that really stood out for me was during 'Ava Maria' if you've seen the live show, you'll know what I'm talking about.

*Note to Mariah...bring that full voice back, cause the whispers ain't cutting it.

Bey has a very strong and confident voice. Her vocal ability seems effortless, and how she remembers all those dance moves during a show is beyond me.

She performed Single Ladies just like in the video, and came out to a Deja Vu/Crazy in Love medley doing the infamous booty shake dance to the "uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, uh oh, na na na" parts and gave the crowd what they wanted and then some.

I knew I was going to be entertained at this concert, which is one of the main reasons I bought a ticket. After seeing her in a humble non-Sasha light on the X-Factor with Alexandra Burke in December I started to warm to her a little. I was not a 'hater' of Beyoncé's, I was just a truth talker on 'the forum' if she irked me I made my point clear. I take NONE of it back and won't. I still think after this tour she needs to take a break from the performing and albums for a minute cause too much Bey can be overkill and has been for the past decade or so.

But you know something, I can see why she won't siddown. Just for a second I wish I had pushy parents who forced me to dance and sing and become a huge superstar, because performing that show looked like a hell of a lot of fun. After seeing that would I like to be Bey for a day. I think I would. It was pure energy, even during the ballads.

I think you get the gist that I loved this show, and really do not think it'll be my last Beyoncé concert in my lifetime. I HAVE TO see her again live.

Whether you like her or not, [and I steered toward the 'not so much' side] seeing her live is one of those shows you have to see before she hits MJ status talking about an end of the road tour.

I was on the floor section in B1 and directly to my right I noticed her cousin/PA Angela Beyincé, I also noticed a former Top of the Pops dancer, and also Sade. Yep Sade was in the house. Now this woman needs a new look. Same tired ponytail, red lips and hoop earrings.

She's coming out with a new album this year. *YAWN* I can't stand Sade's music, Americans love her. I find her so, so dry, and her music is only good for background music after a dinner party, where you and your friends are at the coffee stage before calling it a night. The only songs I liked of hers were 'No Ordinary Love' and 'By Your Side.' I remember watching a concert of hers Live in San Francisco, standing there barefoot, looking gorgeous but just dull. Oh my days.

She did look beautiful and flawless, I'll give her that much. Hmmm...but I wonder if she's still wanted in Jamaica?

After all that, I gotta give Ms Knowles her props! A consummate professional and a great show 10/10.

And who woulda thought and from me of all people.

Daniel 'Cloud' Campos

You won't know who he is by name, but you may have recognised him from Madonna videos and tours. He's danced for Mariah Carey and as soon as he took to the stage on Monday night I was like "Oh my God, that's him.!" He's my fave celeb back up dancer crush. Yes, there is such a thing up until now, cause well...I just made it up. He makes watching a Madonna video bearable, and it does help that he can move as well.

I don't know if he's gay or straight. I'm not looking to marry the dude, but I do think he's fine and one hell of a dancer.

Just wanted to give Daniel Campos some props cause from what I have seen him do over the past few years, I've loved it.

He's the lead dancer chef in the music video and the street dancer toward the end [with all the other dancers]
I still wanna know who that sexy dude is that unzips Madonna's jacket at 3:46 in the video.

Beyoncé 'I Am...' World Tour Concert Pictures

Monday 25th May 2009 - O2 Arena, London UK
[Click to enlarge]

Britain's Got Talent By Way Of Africa?

There are no words.
Just look pon di foolishness.
Cringe or laugh? The choice is yours! I'm having a good laugh after cringing yesterday.

Positive Black Folks

I've done the black man and crime thing for too long on this blog and I'm sick of giving my thoughts and opinions on them to be honest.

I'll never shy away from the topic completely because you bet, there'll be another fool in the limelight soon enough who's going to rattle me enough to type.

I'm going to find stories on people achieving and doing something and bring them to the forefront rather than waste my time getting vex about dumbasses like, Tyson, R.Kelly, OJ and Michael Vick who can quite frankly naff off.

I'm Black. You're Black & a Criminal, So That Means Unity by Colour?

...I don't think so.

Tyson, OJ, Michael Vick as examples in this case. Because for nearly 20 years I've heard too much bullshit spout out of the mouths of my fellow people surrounding these cretins.

Let's be clear about this right here. Those 3 men I do not give a fuck about. I don't care about white judges dishing out unfair sentences, or care that they may get more than their white counterparts for the very same crime. I just don't care. And yes I have had close to 50% of the men in my family IN PRISON, loved them, but not sympathised with their situation one iota. The women knew to act right, were brought up by the same parents, grandparents but they thought they were bad so let them get the hell on with it and serve their time if they think they're bad then. My younger cousin served time shortly before his 18th birthday. I didn't visit him once, because before he was out he wasn't checking for me, the minute he's incarcerated my name is down on a visiting order? Why? And I'm supposed to spend my Sunday making the loooooong visit to a place to because you didn't know how to behave yourself and listen to your mother. Please. None of these men in my family grew up in the ghetto either. just an FYI.

Black people turn straight foolish when it comes to defending the likes of these people, and it's based solely on them being a black man. When you decide to become a criminal, you get no representation or me pumping a fist in your corner, or thinking your situation is sad JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE BLACK.

Like I've said before if you AS A BLACK MAN KNOWS the system will come down on you harder, JUST BECAUSE you're black then why are you out there committing a damn crime to begin with? I don't care whether you steal a Capri Sun from a grocery store or murder somebody every crime has its repercussions. You know the police are going to come down on you HARD cause of your skin colour. That is the equivalent of teasing a bull with a bright red sheet.

We spend so much time talking about our incarcerated brothas, the system and the white man that's done them wrong and continues to do them wrong. I quite frankly don't care and will sleep soundly at night. And I do, each and every night. The only circumstances where it's wrong are the genuinely innocent people locked up in prison, and that goes for innocent men of ALL colours, not just my fellow black man.

I AM T.I.R.E.D. of these asshole criminals, and even more tired of the assholes who defend them.

Can we get some praise for the brothas
IN SCHOOL
WORKING HARD
LOOKING AFTER THEIR CHILDREN IN A FAMILY UNIT.
LOOKING AFTER THEIR CHILDREN [even though YOU'RE SUPPOSED to be looking after your children anyway, just this once I'll put this one in here]
SETTING UP THEIR OWN BUSINESSES.
RESPECTFUL TO WOMEN.
NOT OUT THERE GETTING THEMSELVES INTO TROUBLE.
....and whatever other positives you brothas are doing. Not letting your past/background be an excuse for a way of life when so many homeless/ghetto raised/poorly educated/past gang members are making something of themselves and never once said because I am/was x, y, and z let me use that as a reason NOT to get ahead in life.

These are the brothas I have time for and will continue to have time for. The likes of Tyson, OJ, and Vick take away the limelight of stories about black men we are supposed to be hearing about.

So you wanna be a big time sports star and rape, murder, breed dogs for fighting? Isn't your salary and fame enough? Don't you realise your dollars in your bank account will not help you escape from a prison term, because no matter how rich you get, to a lot of non-black folks,you're just another nigger and always will be. A nigger with a bank account. Then what happens is you fall right into what you hear, lose everything and to them become just 'another nigger in jail.' Parents need to teach their children that yes you can [now with Obama] be anything that you want to be, but remember to some people, no matter how much money you make, you'll always be viewed as one type of person and that's lower than others. But don't believe it to be true.

If you decide to overstep that line where one side says law abiding citizen and the other criminal. That's on you my friend. How can it be SAD that white folks especially wanted to see these men go down. SAD? Give me a mutha effin break. THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO GO DOWN.

Do NOT get it twisted there are black folks out there who wanted to see the likes of these folks go down too and it boils down to common sense recognising in wanting a criminal to PAY for their actions and not repping them and wanting them to get a lighter sentence because he's black.

If some of you are really hurt and hard done by that these judges who dish out the sentences are racist, then why don't you go and push your kids into becoming high profile judges, rather than lil LeBron's and Beyonce's, so one day they can help all the black criminals either get off or serve very minimal sentences*

*The last paragraph was very sarcastic for those that just didn't get it, but if you really feel that strongly about the WRONG doing of OUR CRIMINALS, then please take it the hell seriously.

Susan Boyle: Get This Cow Off My TV

Let's not beat around the eyebrow bush shall we. Susan Boyle is famous because she's not attractive. Plain and simple.

When I saw the Saturday coverage of Britain's Got Talent of when she first appeared, it was moving. But down to great editing of the show, it made you feel bad and teary that you thought this ugly woman didn't have a cat in hell's chance of even being able to sing a note, let alone a full song. Then it took you back to all the ugly people who you made suffer when you were a school bully in, and now they came back fighting, showing you they were indeed all about something to begin with.

Susan Boyle can sing, but she is not amazing. The GLOBAL hype about this woman is not necessary. And to be honest I really hope she loses the final of Britain's Got Talent I really do. Let get this straight SHE DID NOT DESERVE TO BE ON OPRAH. That was some bitchassness right there!

Which high profile celebrity is going to just come out and say it. "Susan, how does it feel not being good looking at all, but having an amazing voice to share with the world? Because let's be honest Susan, the real reason you are on my show is because you ain't cute, but you can sing. Wouldn't you say the global phenomenon with you is due to the fact that the world really do feel sorry for you, and in a weird and psychological way, supporting you eases them of any past transgressions they might of had when they themselves were mean to someone based on their looks as a kid in school?"

Oooh you are so lucky I don't have my own radio show. I speak in real life, like I do on my blog. I'd be straight like Marmite. Love me or hate me. I'd have no celeb interviews because they'd be afraid of what I might come out with.

Did anyone see the semi-final on Saturday? She's lucky she picked that song back up in the middle, because the start of it was shit and proved my point, she's not all that great. Overall I was not very impressed.

I've heard a rumour that around her way she does indeed have a nasty foul mouth on her. And by heck doesn't she look like the type to tell a few street kids on their bikes to "fuck off." I'm not fooled by Susan's Christian image. Never have I once heard her thank God, and the reason she is still a virgin and never been kissed has nothing to do with her religion. It's simply because she couldn't get laid.

I'm sorry, walking toward the microphone on Saturday night she looked like a cross between a really evil woman/someone with Downs Syndrome. And before you want to leave a torrent of abusive comments, ain't a damn thing wrong with anyone Downs Syndrome, she just looks it to me. I just say what people are afraid to say. Susan Boyle on occasion does have a Downs look to her. Tell me I'm lying?

She's also starting to get a little full of herself. What's with the blowing of kisses the way that she does like she's a star, and as Amanda called it Eva Peron style. Now covering her face when out in public, and the stupid 'trying to be sexy' shimmies she does toward Piers Morgan is beyond me. Don't get too full of yourself luv, you seriously ain't all that.

As for Amanda, stop the fake welling up of the eyes. And get over yourself you talentless wench!

Susan will probably win BGT. The sad fact remains is that there are two dance groups Flawless and Diversity who are equally in the running for winning the show [and I hope one of them do], who have had no coverage whatsoever compared with the likes of Susan Boyle.

What Susan may or may not realise, is that for Simon and his production company she is a money maker. She's a publicity platform for him, and Simon is an entertainment P.I.M.P. [good on him too, I respect his 'hustle', I really do] She'll put out an album of crappy covers, it'll shoot to number one, and guess what, she'll fade into obscurity. We in the UK like nothing more than the fall of people after a huge rise. Simon will pocket the money, as he'll make sure all the songs she sings, he and his record company [which he has shares in] has rights to the songs and come December he'll move onto his next 'hoe' in the form of the X-Factor winner, then back to the US in January auditioning for the 9th American Idol.

YES, we all know the moral of this story is a yawnful "don't judge a book by it's cover," but it's about time this book got flung off the nation's bookshelves, as I'm sick of hearing about this woman when it's a competition and there are other contestants. It's like a Pussy Cat Dolls situation. She's is Nicole [just the opposite in looks] and other semi-finalists are the back up dancers whose names we try and remember, but just can't.

I cannot wait for the day to come when Susan Boyle fucks off for good out of the spotlight.

"I Talk Like This, Cause I Can Back It Up!"

You see what she [Beyoncé] has done? Got me blogging straight foolishness. I like this line and it's been in my head for the the longest.

Confession #2. After the concert I was jamming hard in my hallway to Diva and Single Ladies on straight rotation. Worked up a sweat and now at 3:54am am still up like a damn fool cause I have too much energy.

Damn that Bouncy Knowles!!

And no, I did NOT like the Ego video. What's up with the black n white themed videos for this album?

Trusssssssst!! I was poppin like a straight fool to Diva. I can move ya know. Whatchu know bout this right here? I didn't even know I could Crump/Krump like that! [depending on how YOU spell it].

Beyoncé Turned Me Out

I was one of those folks. Take it or leave it. Liked the regular club Beyoncé tunes or the ballads and pushed the rest to the wayside. Not die hard, like I am with my Mariah status. You know the release date of the album, track order, who wrote and produced what track, all before the album comes out. Then you buy the album and learn the songs within 3 hours. Nope I'm not like that with Beyoncé at all. After seeing her live at the O2 yesterday night *shakes head* the Houstonian Heffer got me.

My confession is "I am now a Beyoncé fan."

The concert was amazing! Prince was the most amazing live act I'd ever seen, he's now at number 2, and that took some doing.

I'll post more about the concert, with pics n vids tomorrow.

**Please don't think that this means I'm going to be nice going forward. There's a difference between being a fan and a straight fool**

Blast From The Past: Daddy Cool by Boney M

I love disco and I sure as hell love Boney M. This is one of my favourite Boney M classics. Is the brotha having a seizure or something? Dude needs to chill out before be busts a tear in his pants.

As always You Tube comments are the best: Please bear in mind Boney M have a HUGE European following to this day. The piss poor English comments are better read in a European accent for better effect.

• This man is lost on alcohol an cocaine!
• I remember as a kid laughing at that guy's dancing. But looking back he was a great mover!
• Oh yeah! Acid trip! Get down James Brown! I'm not trying to sound sarcastic, but homeboy can really get down. I like it!
• They just straight up do not make chicks like that anymore. And I don't care who you are, that cat can fuckin' move.
• That motherfucker on acid!!!!!!!!!!!
• I dont know what He's on but I want some. Thats called letting go of all your inhibitions. Cool!
• This guy is masterpice of freestyle
• lol was that dance choreographed lol
• i want him jacket and trousers!
• Love this song! Love his dancing also, its like chic geek.
• check out the crowd ! all those honkies with no rythem at all..lol.... :-))) total restiction.. u must not get up and move ur ting lol...so 70 s
• lol. the camera should have stayed on him the whole time.
• WHAT A damn cool dance :D:D
• that man can't stop moving! he's incredible... i saw him in a tvshow a few years ago and he still continued moving the same way! ;)
• Damn those birds can harmonise!
• And the dude, give him props for dancing like that, Mad man. Brilliant.
• I have a theory: the guy actually has flees all over him, that's why he moves that way. Sometimes, if you pay atention, you'll see that he manages to grab one or another and kicks it away... then just keeps going! By the end, they are stinging him so bad that he needs to take off his jacket. BAD case of flees...
• Thats not really funny. People ina 60's and 70's really danced like that.