I'm in a Funk!

It's after 2am and I should be asleep. Instead I'm back online [and switched the computer back on especially] to get my funky mood off my chest.

My Facebook status today read Naomi is ....... I was plainly and simply blah. And now upon retiring to my bed I'm feeling the exact same way and it's not PMS induced either. At the moment I really have an "I don't give a fuck" attitude, and I have no idea whether it's because I'm sitting next to a bullshitting boss. The nights are getting longer so there are less daylight hours and then that makes everybody even more depressed. Roman's 1st birthday is fast approaching. I had an ugly day and didn't like what I saw in the mirror and haven't for the past few weeks. My increasing levels of procrastination are bothering me. My lack of ability to pick up a book which I know will inspire the pants off me. Or the fact I haven't been keeping up with practising gratitude daily.

I know, I know I am so blessed and others are in a far worse off situation than me, but today I'm just in such a funk it's bothering me.

I need to regain balance, and get back in that zone of being focused and just getting on with it. Maybe I should take a look at every little thing that's pissing me off that I listed right here and see how I can turn it around in my favour.

I know why I'm like this. I'm getting back exactly what I'm putting out there. If my attitude is funky then it's going to come back to me. I know enough about the Law of Attraction and have put it into practice enough times to know this is indeed the case.

I'll start as I mean to go on. I'll up the ante on the bible verses and positive affirmations, and get to jotting down everything that I'm grateful for. Hopefully tomorrow bedtime won't be so funky.