In Case You MISSED The Friggin Point:!

I wasn't even going to post my stance on all this Pro-Life/Pro-Choice ish cause...well everyone's opinion is their own. And I for one am quite comfortable without EXPRESSING to the world my views on everything from organic eggs, to gay marriage, to abortion.

To save me 'typing minutes' I feel I should clarify, for those who decide to:

1. Skim through the blog and NOT READ the words typed.
2. Take it entirely out of context, to the point where you have ME having a WTF are you talking about moment.

Let this be your reference point:

By me saying I am not saddened by that pricks death, is NOT equal to me saying that Tiller's murderer did the right thing in my eyes. [Re-read this one more time just so you get it].

Did you read me saying "way to go Tiller's murderer!!!!" and hi-fiving him in a Borat voice? Cause I'm a bold bitch, if I wanted to say that, that would have been the heading. Trussssst!! I don't sugarcoat nothing.

I P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L.L.Y. for me ME. For MY body, because of MY conscious and MY OWN P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L. relationship with God, abortion is NOT for me.

Therefore......every other woman on this planet is going to do what she wants to do with her body and her child whether little ol LondonDiva likes it or not. That is YOUR business women.

My choice. My opinion still stands. FOR ME!!! I'm not going to condemn women that have had abortions [I'll honestly won't like it, just know please don't come round my house for a cup of tea n biscuits and a chat about it, cause hand on heart I'll find it very hard to hug you and do the "there there" back rub]. But you know something YOU have to stand accountable for your actions, and I'm talking EVERY action in life before God [if you believe] and well, if you don't,.... well I hope it works out for you on the other side [if you believe in that too].

Are any of you getting me right now? Nod your head if you feel me clarifying my point.

I don't like the idea of abortion. It will NEVER be for me, and I have thought about it in EVERY scenario, the 2 worst being rape and death if I don't abort. I've "what would you do if...." so many times over the years. I'd like to think I know me well enough to know my mindset and what I'd do in real life and very realistic situations. And from what I don't know I'd have to ask myself about God and purpose and make sure I have a ton of faith, because I am very strong in my no stance with regard to this. I really am.

In the same breath I'm not a supporter of those effin nutcases burning buildings, waving banners and taking lives. It makes a mockery of their whole cause. Like I ALSO said before. It's not right. But I can see why they do it, and why Tiller's murderer did what he did [again not condoning]. The same way I can see why gang killing retaliation happens, not right, but can see why they did it. For these people they are passionate about their cause. The same way others maybe passionate about animals [give me strength! Dutty dawg up in di bed! Have mercy!!]. And overly passionate people border on the criminally insane.

My POINT of the blog was this....

TO ME, and I'm sure to God, a killer is a killer. Tiller and his murderer are one in the same to me. They are no different. Remember folks, going to church doesn't make me any more a Christian than you sitting in your garage and calling yourself a car [Joyce Meyer quote and so true] The repercussions of actions are different ON EARTH as Tiller would NEVER be held accountable for all of the deaths [and let's just call them what they are, deaths. Lives were taken. Heartbeats ceased]. Tiller's murderer will be held accountable in a court of law, because it is against the law, but Tiller doesn't get that pass when he has to stand accountable as a Christian [unless his last moments in church were about forgiveness of all of his sins] to God. What do you think God says

To Tiller: "OK you're in, you were a doctor. Check. Had letters after your name. Check. You attended church every Sunday. Check. Alright buddy you get a pass, you were just doing your job."

To Tiller's Murderer "You. Your murdering type we don't allow in here? Lucifer we got another one coming your way dawg."

If anyone thinks my blog was about me giving a high five to the Pro-Life folks then you're sorely mistaken. No one gets a pat on the back from me for their wrong doings. Tiller and his killer when they did what they did, were doing the devil's work.

**in my Chris Rock voice** "Did ya see Jesus take 5 loaves, and 2 fishes, turn water into Patron, feed the 5,000, then head into downtown Jerusalem to carry out back street abortions? Did ya? Well did ya?"

Christian = Christ like. Somebody fling me at least 3 bible chapters n verses of Jesus taking somebody out. I thought he healed the sick, and fed the hungry? Who has the St. Pookie NIV version of the bible cause I dun lost mine!

I don't think Hay-Seus [Jesus] would be performing any damn abortions. And you know damn well he wouldn't be. So stop trying to justify this man's profession. I'm sorry [I'm not. I say that as a figure of speech] I think you're an idiot [tame word for me] if you think his profession was right, just and OK.

My POINT was I REFUSE to sit here and find one man accountable and wrong for killing one man, compared to one who labelled himself a Christian and murdered so many more than his own assassin.

They are no different to me.

That was my point.

And if you still don't get it....

I really mean it when I say "Jesus help you."

People were outraged at the hypocrisy of the Pro-Lifer murdering a murderer. I was more outraged at a murderer calling himself a Christian. To me that stank of even more hypocrisy. And people still defending that nucca like he was aiiiiiight in what he was doing. **rolls eyes**

I'm gonna tell it straight, some of y'all wanna quote chapter n verse when it suits you to make or hide behind an issue. They just shoot out your mouths....like Biggie lyrics in da club "And the Lord said......" "And Jesus said......" CNN news re: Tiller "Oh he was just dong his job."

Let me stop before I get all Paul Mooney up in here.

Abortion is a touchy subject, that I refuse to NOT touch on. We can be so vocal and graphic on some things in 2009 and so taboo on others. I don't 'do' taboo dahhlings! But if you do, then this lil blog on the Internet may not be for you.

Abortion Dr Murdered: I Am NOT Saddened By This.

Right now my hands are clammy, cause I am beyond vex at this story. No. Let me backtrack that. Not the story, but about the jumped up excuse of a man featured IN the story.

Dr George Tiller was a Christian and a murderer. People want to be saddened because he got shot at his church? Not me. I just don't give a fuck where he was shot could of been at the damn Wal-Mart for all I care, and whether it was by a gang member or the pro-life folks.

Murder/Killing whether legal [through abortion] or illegal means, is NOT my bag. It's just not. And although I don't feel one iota of sadness at his death, I'm not condoning the person that took him out either.

See dude, died the same way he LIVED. He took lives on a daily basis, and his life got taken at the hands of someone else. Karma or what? Isn't it a funny world we live in. To take the lives of children period, we are all horrified by, whether it be through war or on the streets. When it comes to that child being unborn and having their life taken, everyone wants to act like they don't see or hear anything and all of a sudden have no opinion on the matter. Well just because some women have had abortion experiences I'm not about to go on mute out of respect. What am I supposed to be respecting here? This subject is still very taboo and although I'm not a marching crazed person setting fire to abortion clinics, and never will be, I have an opinion on the matter. It's OK for some of you to be for it, but it's not OK for me or others to be against it? Spare me.

God is a forgiving God, but he's not a damn fool. Was this mutha effer in that damn church every Sunday asking the Lord to forgive him of his sins, to wash away the blood on his hands of the lives he's taken, and then to go straight back to the clinic on Monday morning and do it all over again? He must have thought the Lord was too busy dealing with your relationship problems, your finances, wars, famines, and global disasters to not notice his wrong doings. Or maybe he thought he was one of those Christians that only acted right during a service, flung $5 on a collection plate and felt like he did his bit for God and could act like a bastard Monday through Saturday.

If this man and what he did isn't making a mockery of religion and God then I don't know what is. Abortion may be legal in some countries, but Gods laws are above 'laws of the lands' and the last time I checked the commandments never said "Thou shalt not kill unless your name is Dr George Tiller."

See it wasn't until I read that the dude was a church goer that I flipped and had a WTF moment. How are you going to take lives for a living and try and serve God at the same time? At one point I wanted to join the Army, know what stopped me...the possibility of maybe having to kill a man, woman or child. Like I said that's not my bag. I have 1 round. Here on Earth. I have to remember, I have to stand before God and be held accountable for my actions.

Was this the only profession this man in the medical field could go into? What about being an OBGYN or specializing in being a doctor for pregnant women as a man of God? Could he not go into Third World countries as a missionary administering care for malnourished pregnant women and babies? I mean WTF Dr George Tiller. Seriously WTF.

This man probably thought he was bigger than God. I mean to do what he did and be a Christian is like laughing in God's face. Like "yeah I see what you're saying [God], but I'm gonna do it anyway." And who is the ultimate giver and taker of life? G.O.D. This man with his God like complex used his position to be a taker of life. Again thinking he's bigger than the Almighty.

Let me just pause and say. I don't give infinity hoots about who wants to get mad at what I'm writing here.

People must think that because you can't see a child, the value of that life is lesser than that of you or I because we're sitting here right now. As far as I'm concerned as soon as that sperm and egg meet, that's the doing of a higher power right there and from that point I'm calling it a life. People want to go into "well it's not living until x amount of weeks etc. "Shut up!!! I'm not going to start bullshit theories to justify my reasons of why a life should be terminated.

"It's just cells. It's not a baby."

Well we were all cells at one point, so was every great man in history to present day from Albert Einstein to President Obama dammit. If you were thought of nothing more than cells and not a life your asses wouldn't be here today. Sperm and egg meet, cells start dividing that's the creation of a new being already in development. For each and every one of you God has your birth and deaths written and any 'free will' intervention by man that takes that life before God is ready...well you know the 10 Commandments.

This doctor specialized in late term abortions. Don't even get me started. I've read into different methods many years back and it reinforced my PERSONAL decision to know that under ANY circumstances that would never be an option for ME. Everyone else can do as they please when it comes to their body, when I die I have to answer for MY actions.

How are he and the person that killed him any different?
Tiller has MORE blood on his hands that's for sure. There is no difference to me.

Some of my Tweets on Twitter from today. Some were replies but didn't list the person's name [for privacy].

This dude went to church? I have no sympathy. NONE! RT @cnn http://tinyurl.com/nvb937 Abortion doctor shot to death in Kansas

Kill unborn babies, then go sit in the house of the Lord like what?? Did that MF'er read the commandments or think he was somehow exempt?

I'm a Christian yet carry out Abortions for a living. GTFOHWTBS. And you're gonna tell God what at the Pearly Gates exactly? Don't be surprised if God tells you to "quit stuttering fool. I want an answer. Or did you think I was too busy with war n famine to notice your BS?"

I'm not condoning that Abortion Christian fool's murder, but I CAN see why they did it. Dead man + murderer =the same type of ppl in my book

Both had the intent to kill and carried it out with a clear conscious. No difference. He was lucky he had 67 years to walk the earth. He took gifts from God and disposed of em like trash.

God is forgiving. But he ain't a fool. Wouldn't be any different to a murdering gang member going to church on Sundays.

Thou shall not Kill. Unless he asked for forgiveness before he died, he doesn't get a pass from God on that.

you're asking that like it's the sole profession in the world. They have choices. There is always a choice. Especially for some1 in the medical field. I'd rather be a Christian doctor taking care of pregnant women than carrying out abortions. A choice right there. Maybe the $'s took precedence over morals for him. Cause I'm not getting it. But not all Christians are Christian-like so maybe he was one of the idiots that thought calling himself a Christian was enough in God's eyes.

No they don't ALL know when it's their time. I don't know the after life answers all I know is murder is a top ten Godly NO NO!

murder isn't God's work. It's the devils. If you don't repent then it's best to 'reside' with the master with whom u worked 4.

I'm gonna big myself up over that last quote right there. Before you wanna come hard at me about my post ask yourself was the Christian Tiller doing work for the devil or for the Lord?

No, no, no, no, no, don't act like you never saw my question. Answer it to yourself at least. Last time I checked:

1. Murder in all forms was one of the 10 Commandments.
2. Babies, children, us, we're all precious gifts from God.
3. Jesus is about love, not murder, death and torture. Which is what these unborn babies are put through.

There are some people on this planet who will
1. Fight hard in the corner for a dog or a cat's survival before an unborn child.
2. Come down hard on people who take their own lives saying it's wrong, but overlook the profession of this man taking lives.
3. Do all they can in their power to justify or lessen his actions, like it wasn't such a big deal.

So I check my Blackberry's Twitter application and see some tweet about "it was sad because he was doing his job."

I can't even reply to that mess cause my reply won't be polite and I can't fit it into 140 characters. Funny how people wanna quote Bible verse and God on Twitter but when it comes to this man wanna act like (a) it's not karma and (b) mask murder as a job, like it's gonna lessen the blow with God.

Live by the sword. Die by the sword.

Where is your Bible verse, about thou shall not kill? Funny how people wanna quote Bible when it suits them, or to try and justify their BS opinion. Don't mask murder with the term job, call it what it is. Don't just READ the story about this man being shot. Read up on how late-term abortions are carried out. This ain't no damn Pulp Fiction with Samuel L Jackson quoting a bible verse before carrying out an execution as a hit man [doing his job]. Quoting the bible and calling yourself a Christian doesn't excuse the fact that you're a murdering bastard.

REMEMBER: even the devil can quote scriptures too. The man was working for Lucifer. Every dead baby was joy to the devil and sadness to God. He served one master, and donned his two face pretending to serve another. He even looks evil in those damn bifocals.

It's people like this that give Christianity a BAD name. He's no different to this nasty Catholic priests abusing children, and claiming they are doing it in the name of Jesus. Which bible verse did Jesus play with little boys? Cause you CALL it in the name of Jesus. Don't mek it so!

If I'm gonna be disgusted at the death/abuse of children, then let me be disgusted for the ones who didn't get a chance to take a breath by themselves, say a word, or walk a step. Let me not be SELECTIVE in my disgust for murder. If I'm going to shake my head at a murderer on the street, let me not be SELECTIVE in my disgust for the ones with letters after their name [and that goes for the ones who assist in euthanasia suicides]. To me I find it MORE disturbing that this man got up every morning and went to work doing what he did and being able to sleep every night.

Kill for a living. Kill for kicks. God doesn't care. He told you not to do it under any circumstances.

R.I.P. Jade

Jade Cerisa Lorraine Goody
5th June 1981 - 22nd March 2009

Knocking On Heavens Door

I don't want to write a thesis style blog like I usually do but this is my blog airing my opinion and I feel very strongly on this one.

A 13 year old girl wants to die in dignity and has turned down the right to have a transplant that temporarily prolongs her life.

OK I can see the argument, if she doesn't have it she's dying naturally anyway and it's not induced euthanasia by going to another country and dying peacefully by injection or pills, which as far as I concerned is suicide. They try and take the edge off it by calling it euthanasia.

Now not in this girls instance, as she's doing nothing to aid in her death, in fact after reading her story she's just had enough, but I wanted to comment on the many cases I am hearing of terminally ill people fighting in court to be allowed to kill themselves to end their suffering.

I've never been there although I have watched my godson die in his mother's arms and seen my friends daughter hours from death at 6 weeks old before undergoing heart surgery. Death is no joke and in my opinion neither is God.

God forbid I ever have to endure pain and suffering to get to the point where I just want to end it, but you're just going to have to dose me up with morphine as much as you can because as far as I'm concerned I'm not going anywhere until I am called. If I aid in my passing, as far as I'm concerned to me that's suicide and the last time I checked that doesn't get you a pass from God. I fear him more than that potential pain and it's funny I read one of the daily bible verses sent to me on my Blackberry this morning after I read the story about Hannah Jones and it was from John 14:2-3 "In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am."

Broken down….

Mansions refers to dwelling places. Everybody has a longing for a permanent, secure place. Such places have already been set aside for all of God's children. Jesus has gone ahead to prepare our place. Peter never got over the wonder of his unfading, reserved, heavenly home (1 Pet. 1:3, 4). The Lord is telling them that though they are disturbed now, they will have rest and refreshment later.

With the whole religion debate, the "is there isn't there a heaven or a hell, a God or a Devil?" I look at it this way for myself. I am not perfect, my blog that shows part of me is there for the online world to see, I curse from time to time, may have impure thoughts about Obama, and want to slap a fool occasionally from getting on my damn nerves, but who is perfect? If there is a heaven [which I believe] then how is it hurting Christian/Catholic/Muslims [fill in the blank] people from practising a religion peacefully and being good and honest people? If there isn't a heaven well you lived your life a good person [hopefully] and if there is then you've got a great shot at getting in to the big house over than perishing in the fiery pits of hell. You have more to lose not having faith in my opinion than having faith, as you'll be blessed in this life and the next.

To sum it up: euthanasia/suicide I don't agree with it. Never have agreed with the whole 'playing God' role. I believe in too much to know there are consequences on the other side. Births, deaths and unions before God are already written. A lot of the rest is the gift of free will. I'm not interfering with the death side of things. All I know is I need to be prepared. And for me that's enough.

Everybody else can do and think as they please.