20 Mar 2009

"I Feel Good. I Knew That I Would..So Good, So Good I Got You..."

What's going on blogville?

Why is it you're leaving/going on holiday or whatever the case may be, the work comes piling in? It's not work they've left for me to do, it's just at this precise moment there's been an influx.

Ah well…it will get done, before I leave on Tuesday.

I'm still happy, excited about the future and everything that has happened this week. Good and bad…was there really any bad…**thinks**maybe in terms of the altercation between friend and I, but that is overshadowed by my decisions which have come about that I believe are best from me.

It's funny I saw my cousin and friend on the train and tube this morning so had no time to read on my way into work, but I'm glad I saw them as I didn't know when I'd see them for a while in the mornings. As I was speaking about the 'friend' situation to my cousin, it dawned on me that I was SOOOOO OK with the decision that I made to literally pull away from a 13/14 year friendship.

Yeah people maybe all "LondonDiva, are you sure? That's a long time you guys have been friends. You sure you shouldn't calm down and then see how you feel." No, no. no. It's not the quantity, but the quality that counts. I've had too many signs, things I've heard and couple with the way I'm feeling I know it's the right time for everything to be happening the way it is. My friend on the tube said, it's not worth being in a situation that's going to make you vex all the time. I totally agree. I'm more vex than happy with this individual, and as I can't change her, let me leave her to her own devices and get on with MY LIFE. My decision was made and revisited all on calm and collected moments so I know it's time. And I feel better than ever for it. Lose a job, lose a friend, and I have so much faith this is the start of some great things to come. Seriously I'm bouncing in every step I take. Long may it continue.

As I was typing this blog my friend in New York sent me this e-mail

'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.' God is getting ready to bless you in a special way......Believe, Wait and Trust in Him.

Love :-)

Talk about things coming on time!!!


  1. "When people show you who they are, believe them" Maya Angelou...shout out! 14years she been showing you and now you believe her...you have tried do not let anyone make you out to be the bad guy because you decided to believe their true colours...

    separate note...please tell me you have seen the mess that LeAnn Rimes is in...people do some dumb stuff then try to deny it...lawd help some people!

  2. I wasn't going to but made a post about LeAnn and Eddie.

    And yes I now believe her. I really do. I should look to actions and not the words of people in my life. Lesson learned.


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